My Sad Story
Everyone has sad
stories, and so I am. No matter in relationship, school, or business. Today, I’m
gonna tell you about my sad stories in college.
First, it is about
how I study in class. I don’t know what happen with my memory, I think there’s
trouble on it. Because no matter how much I learn, I will forget it in the
morning or if I memorize it in the morning, I will forget it soon. I’ve tried
so many tricks in youtube but I never satisfied with the result. I always feel
failed in class. And then, if I do not practice my English, I will lose my speaking
English skill, even if it just for a week. But, why it doesn’t happen to my
friends? They seem still fluent on it.
Second, it’s about
my relationship whit my ex-crush. I know it’s been a long time we never build
communication to each other, but now we have same class, every day. He is
cleverer than me, looks greater than me, and have more charismatic than me. That’s
what make me feel stressful all day long in the class. Maybe I am envy, maybe I
am just angry, or maybe I don’t know. I just wonder what happen with me?
Third, it’s about
my relationship with my friends. Sometimes I wonder, do they just use me? They
appear like ghost. I feel they never feel really want to make a friend with me.
They leave me when I am in trouble. In this class, I feel like there’s nobody
like me. They hate me with no reasons. Really, it’s making me frustrated. I
want to get out from this zone and come back to my first semester in IEC, when
there’s nobody know my name and treat me like human being.
God, maybe it’s
just my feeling. Maybe I took steps too far from you, so I feel so alone in
this world. I hope I can go through this problem.
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